~waiting is painful~

I afraid of my own reality especially  about feelings most of all.


 People talk about how great love is. Love hurts.


 Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous.


 How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio.


 You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality.


But waiting is more painful..
It is my assumption based on my xperience,,
idk...
i just share what im feel..
what i thinking rite now...
yes!
i know we cant force someone to do wat they dont like to do..
rite??
but y u have 2 express ur feeling ??
i feel ackward....


:))))


juz be honest..
simple mimple...