Tuesday 5 July 2011

I'M NOT YOURS









when I said i'm not yours I really mean  it!
xpyh nk pakse2 sye..
I'm no longer your GF..
sye taw awk frust...
sye taw awk marah..
I'm so sorry..
desicion yg sye buat mybe terlalu mengejut bg awk..
tp sye lgi kecewa..
4 years wit u im felt so hepy...
its true..
awk jaga hati sye..
awk teman sye kemana je sye pegy..
sye nk ni awk bg..sye nk tu awk bg..
awk kaya dgn kasih syg..
2 memg sye taw..
awk xbg sye kwn ngn mane2 laki..
kwa sane awk kene ade,,
ye saya faham..
seme bf akan buat mcm 2..
sye xkisah..
sye ikot...
tp penah x awk rase ape sye rase??
sye suh awk keje bnyk sgt alasan....
mule2 sye oke..
i think u need support...
sye bg awk support..sampai awk bosan..
sye penah ckp sye xksh awk nk bosan..
sbb selagi sye xckp sye xpuas hati...
sampai kite penah gaduh sbb sye tegur awk xkeje...
emm...
tp sye xputus asa..
sye bg awk kata2 semangat..
so awk bole pk ttg mase dpn awk..
kalau awk xnk buat untuk sye tp buat untuk diri awk n family awk..
n sye penah pesan kalau kite da xde pape sye still nk tgk awk berjaya...
n thanks awk ikot ckp sye nk ambik spm balik..
sye ingat lg time 2 saye cuti sem..
hari2 awk stady kat rumah sye..
i know its hard 4 u to do that..
but i try 2 give u support..
even my family give u support..
n lastly u did it!


sye nk awk taw sye dtg say sorry bkn sye nk balik kat awak..
tp just to say sorry...
im not yours anymore..
plez faham...
i know u expect me to accept u back when u called me 'baby'..
memg terkejut sbb a day before memg awk xmaafkan sye..
tp before sye nk balik jengka sye nmpk awk dtg cari sye..
tp sye da dlm bas..
n suddenly my phone is ringing n its u..
but i can't accept u...
after dat awk kol sye n tnye ape sye buat spnjng die da xdde dlm hidup sye..
n sye cite mcm bese n awk da buat suare..
seronokkan hidup single..
xde sape nk marah nk pegy mane..
u start to treat me dat im yours..
emmm..
so i make a decison ..
saye je yg taw..


sye da bg awk tempoh lama  sgt..
sye kenal awk bukan 1 bln,2 bulan or 3 bln but 4 taun!
memg awk sgt baek..
sgt!
even my fren pon ckp mcm 2..
memg awk xde salah..
tp..
hanya saye ,awk n family kite taw..
tipu la kalau syg 2 xde but since we are not together sye da blaja to be independent..


INDEPENDENT?
yup!
dulu awk xpenah bg sye kwa sorang2..
even dekat awk akan dtg ambik sye..
nak balik jengka awk anta..
sye balik ktn awk ambik sampai parents sye xpyah tnye sape ambik..nk ambik kat mane..
dorang mmg taw awk ade n they trust u!
tp selagi awk xde keje dorang xkn pecaye nk lepaskan sye kt tgn awk..
mmg nmpk mcm argh!
lame lagi..
tp u start thinking about future I also start to think..
bole ke die nk jage aku nnty?
umo die da brape..
n all sort of questions..
im so sorry..
i have to be honest with u..


but sye slalu akan doakan kejayaan awk..
sye harap cita2 awk tercapai..
AMIN~
tp jgn pakse sye nk terima awk..


sye xnk lukakan hati sape2 to say no!


its hard 4 me to make a decision..
sye xkn lupe awk ckp 'pasni jgn nangis2 ,sye da xde '..
u always called 'budak kecik '..
hehehe..
kelakar kan?
wpon sye slalu ckp sye da besa tp xpenah nk pcaye..
:)


okelaaa...
sye tulis bukan nk malukan sape2..
sye taw sye pon salah..
tp ni je cara nk hilangkan stress yg sye rase tnpe perlu nk cite kat org ..
abes air liur jerk!


:)))


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